Darcey's destruction

I am overwhelmingly upset at this moment. I have just obtained a letter from my dearest sister Elizabeth stateing that Darcey is the cause of Bingley and I's separation. I have gone through many tretourous days believeing that Bingley was at fault for breaking my heart, but I have now found out that is not the case. From my understanding, Darcey advised Bingley to cut ties with me because he believed that I would break his heart. I was very shy, and I did not want to get hurt myself, so I gave him little affection. However, I did, and still do, love Bingley dearly. Darcey's actions saden me, but I can understand his reasoning: he was trying to protect Bingley. I respect this and I forgive Darcey, although this is still hard to handle. Reading this letter brought back many unwanted feelings, but I know that I will get through this, just like I did the first time. -Jane